it’s not fishing, it’s catching…

I tell you what’s not catching. Money. Wish it was. We’ve spent a lot of tonight looking over T’s plans to make us a lot of money. Can’t give the game away now, but let me tell you a little bit about the impetus for it.

One: a home. As said in the last post (a subtle hint towards our moods tonight) we want to buy a home. We went to see a lovely five bedroom house down the road earlier, where the woman – absolutely lovely, a real inspiration in terms of her attitude towards the loss of her husband and getting on with life, particularly as I’d come home from the University feeling a real under-acheiver and fed up with things – had lived for 32 years, with her husband, who was no-longer around, but their dream of moving to France, well, she was seeing it through… anyway, money, to buy a house, and we don’t have enough right now. So T is going to earn us a packet with her internet entrpreneurial skills while I cheer myself up and try to write a world beating novel. If I could have a home with as much lived-in-ness as the one we just went to see, with the biggest video collection I’ve ever seen, all catalogued, of the world’s worst horror films ever… I guess I’d consider that some form of achievement.

And reason two for lots of money: eating out. We’d like to, if nothing more than to keep you interested in this blog (I don’t think I’m going to get picked up by Random House just talking about our mortgage desires… there’s a phrase put paid to by the credit crunch, and good editors everywhere). So. We’re on a budget, ergo tonight. Luckily “Night Three of Cooking at Home in Week 12 of 2008″ was as wonderful as ever, with T’s skill with the fish slice making a fillet of Jamie Oliver’s Fish Pie recipe. Cooked to perfection, with fresh haddock instead of salmon and some dijon mustard in the sauce. See the pic. See my smile. And my belly. A run tomorrow, down to discover Backhouse Park for the first time. Sunderland has its hidden gems after all, including a potential new neighbour if we manage to get the money for this property, a Dr Wheeler, renowned meteorologist. I wonder what it must be like to be a meteorologist in the UK – raining again…? He must dread dinner parties.

easter veggie pot pie

We’re back in London visiting Simon the cat for the weekend. Terrible things have happened. Forget political rhetoric on terror and animal-human embryos, we went to The Larrick and watched Liverpool defeated three-nil.  We also did some quick-smart character assassination on a pair of newly engaged Londoners who got into a right ol’ argument over not sitting together. The guy was clearly an extrovert, the girl not so comfortable in a big group. Boo on him for leaving her standing on her own and going to sit down with his mates at the other end of a big table. It, is, however, as T says, an issue of confidence. God knows I’ve suffered similar social lowpoints, so still boo on him. What is it about the social that can so terrify or annoy? Some theories of Social Anxiety are a little too broad-brush. Mine, personally, have always been about insecurity in a relationship: not knowing how to call on the support of a partner when feeling threatened; feeling threatened in the first place; not feeling first-placed. A bit like Liverpool. Maybe my anxiety all stems from that Michael Thomas goal in 1989…

Anyway, T and I did our budget last night. We want to buy a house in the next twelve months, credit crunch and recession permitting. One of the outcomes (see our budget page) is a wonderful Easter cookfest at home, with £14 worth of vegetables, some Stork lard for pastry, a bottle of Saumur Brut (£8 from Nicolas) and a veggie pot pie in the oven. T is a superlative in the cooking vocabulary. I, a mere adjective. Roll on dinnertime.